a happy ending

christmas comes
my tradition is to watch all those christmas movies
they have such a happy ending to them
everyone is all together in the end and all is well
even a divorced parents come together and celebrate such an occasion
i like having this feeling
cing them happy makes meh happy
this also makes meh wonder why this happens to meh
where is my happy ending?
every year something is gone soo im left with a challenge to overcome
with tears and sweat
what du i get in the end?
ANOTHER CHALLENGE
doesnt that make u wonder where ur happy ending is or is there even such a thing as a happy ending

pretty lights must remember

ON FRANKLIN ROAD
PRETTY LIGHTS
lmao it was very entertaining esp the guys hu were busking
there guitar dstrings were broken and we saw the actor on shortland street
uh the guy hu plays sarahs son
meh i just stared wondering how come he luks familiar while nancy beside meh was think
"wow hes gud luking"
LOL
o yeah sum lady was walking around asking wheres my child
and there was sum guy hu said "hold my hand and onli my hand


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tomoz i gotta wake helen up
=D gunna surprise her by going early LOL
whiule i go get my well needed rest
MWHAHAHAHA

Down memory lane

Walking down memory lane is the easiest thing anyone can do its just hard to find it
Once u find it many memories cum rushing back
ThE bESt MOMENtS IN YOUR lIfE MAkE YOU WANt tO StAY
The truth is that you can't leave as u are too afraid of the unpredictable future
So u are never moving on and always staying put and never changing


COCO COLA CHRISTMAS IN THE PARK!!
I went with my friend Lisa, it sorta reminded me of the old days where we would go to fireworks at ASB showgrounds where there are usually big crowd
MANY families and smokers and drunk people
BUT everyone stood up for midnight youth the highlight of the day!!
awesomeness
HAHA i must say gemme hasnt changed
she has the same dogggy breath and slobber and the most saddest puppy dog eyes
lmao starts putting a paw on your lap if u ever stop patting her
LOL DOWN MEMORY LANE:
i remember when i went over to lisa's birthday i had to pat her to sleep
those were the days

HAH spongebob memory
we played the same scene over and over again
PATRICK: o o o I WANNA BE THE MUM
SPONGEBOB: no you cnt be the mum patrick, you don't even wear a shirt
PATRICK: o yeah if i was the mum i wud be kinda ugly
JUST CALL ME DADDY!!

pieces of a jigsaw

I despise jigsaw puzzles.

You can break them apart and able to pick up the pieces and put them back together just like that easy as that.

ok maybe for the 100 pieces to750 pieces not the 1000 pieces for some people like my cousin.

I envy jigsaw puzzles.

Maybe it gives us a challenge but i must say jigsaw puzzles are enough of a challenge but some how it always fits back together.

Broken pieces in life are not like that once its broken it may never be put back together like a jigsaw puzzle it just is a permanent change.

What a day its been, biking to my dads again is fun, I really hope I ache tomorrow because thats means ive done more walking, runing, biking than usual.

I caught up with Lisa lol gemma scared the hell out of me.

She came running at me

luckily giving her a pat was all that calmd her down or tackling me,

but i liked ta think that she remembers me.

or i have just given away that gemma is not a good guard dog, becuase all the person has ta do is ta pat gemma ta get past her.

Anyways it was such a short catch up =S

but it was like the old days going for a long walk lmao except gemma wasnt with us

o well i miss LIsa even though shes changed

shes still the same person who doesnt give a sh*t about what people think

but shes more girlish these days it cracks me up =]

How can you tell from a real smile and a fake smile.

Watching my sisters keeper a second time makes the movie less sad

as I used less tissues.

But it was still pretty awesome hanging with Jhanvi, Kim, Jess, Lizzy, Kimna & Amal.

Lmao lots of laughs and many more memories for our lil Kimmy to remember.

Amal's pretty funni especially when she sat down on a really hot conrete thing and realised it was really hot even with denim jeans on =P.

many photos kim took LOL

Back to the title of this post:

How can you tell from a real smile and a fake smile.

Hmmm you know its really not hard ta tell a real smile from a fake one,

some say it has something to do with the sparkle or sumthing in their eyes that give it away

or maybe its just when you see a real smile you will know,

because it is similar to a gut feeling.

It feels wrong to give a fake smile but everyone does that to hide what they are really feeling inside

anyone who said they have never giving a fake smile LIED.

A fake smile is similar to this:

aint this just dashing?

Looks familiar well not all fake smiles are as obvious as this,

Still similar thought in a way

I still think it is the eyes, it dont sparkle at all.

A real smile is like this:

Ok well we don't see her eyes sparkle

damn photographer!!

But you know i will say that it is a genunine smile her face glows

=P

maybe a real smile would bring out something in a person that is ever hardly seen from a fake smile

hmm ill let you decide

But a REAL SMILE is always

GORGEOUS

gruelling mission part 2

im home
well i was home ages ago
it wasnt a bad bike ride
biking ta mission bay wudnt be that hard
its just downhill
frm my dads
i guess im just afraid i myt not ever wanna go back
I feel LAZY =S
anyways im a contradictor
well at least thats what ive bin told
now i du realise its true



anyways i du seem to
sumtyms have a problem
with all this capturing the moment or wrting bout it when you
can get out there and experience more BUT then again if you have nothing to du u hafta grasp the chance and du watever you can to remember the moment its not like it would ever come back again





i have bad memeory so blogging is my excuse to remember

all that is done is done
can never erase the past so move on past it in the future

My gruelling mission part 1

lol mission accomplised i biked to my dads it took meh an hour and a bit

but it was a mission

ive bin meaning ta du it ever since my exams are over

but u know it wasnt till my wake up call frm rochelle lol

2 30 mins run for her in wellington each day

lol

this bike ride is way better than that run

i think its bout a 15-20 min bike ride to mission bay frm here

hmm tha beach will hafta wait another day im too lazy to run up that HILL on the way back

maybe one day i will drag kimna with meh or nancy or helen

lmao for now im hungry

im pretty sure my stepmum is trying ta fatten meh up

ive eaten soo much since i got here

2 buns, an mango iceblock, lollies, various junk lol



























reminds me of hansel and gretle <=== cant spell



lol im out gunna go on my beloved swing

ill tell u if i break it or not

perfection

screw perfection

whats life without CHALLENGES



whats life without mistakes


how will you learn to stand on ur own


how can u even stand everything coming to easy


i dont believe in perfection


blogger

bleh 2nd post tonight

haha i relli duno wat to ryt in thses blogs
i got nuthing to say
maybe its coz ive done nuthing interesting today
o well
i am the one to put myself in awkward situation like robotics
there was this guy dressed as an angel
and well he luked like one of those
guys hu wokred out
so i simply went up ta him and said
"HEY YOUR A MANLY ANGEL"
the guy smiled and said thanks and just stood there for a sec and then i walkd away fast
if kim were there she mwud have bin laughing
=S
one of the silly things we wud du at robotics


o yes one more thing sumthing i cannot forget
meh and rochelle have a date to row frm wellington to dunedin
wat fun
soo many blisters i wud get frm this rowing date
=P

so this is blogger?

so this is blogger
nancy told meh bout this
well no actually helen and steph and nancy talked bout this
so naturally i got curious
this is the blogger ppl talk bout!!
now wat to do?